I Don't Know Why?

A confused boy thinking,"I don't know why?"

I Don’t Know why

I am free,
I am free,
Still a prison in my own body,
My heart and mind are enemies.
For one admires,
While the other regrets.
I don’t know why?
 
I can’t decide,
What is what?
Which is better?
Or which is the best?
I don’t know why?
 
I stand frozen and stuck,
Like a clock on 12 O’clock,
I don’t know,
Whether it is pm or am,
Because it is still dark.
I don’t know why?
 
I don’t know,
Whether someone doesn’t minds,
Or he doesn’t have a mind.
I don’t know someone can see,
Or else he is blind.
I don’t know why?
 
Life is complicated,
So are it’s aspects,
One is hated,
While the other gets respect.
I don’t know why?
 
My heart is stiff as a rock,
Though it is summer,
But the blood in my veins,
Still rushes.
My mind is soft as sponge,
Though it is winter,
But the memories in my mind,
Still gushes.
I don’t know why?
 
I have emotions, but not notions,
I have a body, but not a soul,
I have a persona, but not a goal.
I don’t know why?
 
I wander aimless,
Like a cloud in the sky,
But I am forced to walk,
On an unknown path,
But I don’t have to decide,
Before the game starts.
 
before we tear each other apart,
from the core of our hearts,
the fact remains,
I can tell our scores,
Before I score a goal,
The points are o-o,
Which means,
Love all.
This seems complicated,
But I don’t know why?